....'off' day.....

hr ni rasa serba x kena...
bju yg aku pkai ni rasa cm serabai....
smlm mencr amad yg ilang ntah ke mana....
tepon,mesej x dpt2....
hm....salah aku lg ke kali ni....
aku pon da x nak ckp pe2 g da.....
esok my family da nk blik kelantan...lg la mood aku kureng skit....
hrp2 dowang x jd blik esok....
dok ar lama skit....
erm...aku ni yg terlebih sensitip ke or semua org cmtu...
time tulis bnda ni pon mata aku da berair....
pelik tol...
yg plg pelik,dgr lagu negaraku pon mata aku bley berair.....
pelik kah...huhuhu....
aku pon x tau nape ar sensitip sgt kan....
skrg ni kat tmpt kije....
xda mood sgt2 ni ha....ngantok pon ada...
x sbr nk hbskan hr ni cepat2 then blik umah ...tdo...

....new partition....new sit.....

isnin....9th floor mengalami 1 perubahan...chewah...ayat nk poyo...
new partition wat kegiatan on9 aku da t'batas...hehehe.....
drpd tmpt kat blakang skali,tersorok dr pandangan bos...
(tmpt aku lah plng strategic nk on9...)
tp skang ni, blik aku dpn2 blik big bos....
cne nk on9 g wei...
on9 pon sorok2....bkak page pon kecik2 je...huhu...
malangnya...
tp....to see from +ve view...oklah tu...
dpt mengurangkan aktiviti facebooking and blogging..hahaha...
jumaat ni, cuti2 malaysia ngan family....
places to go....the lost world of tambun + pulau pangkor....
wah...seronok...tp gerun gak nk g sne...
x sedap at....yelah...skang kn ngan musim tengkujuh...
takot gk lau2 tsunami...huhu.....selisih la....
but apart from that, can't wait to spend wonderful time with my family....
plus, thanks 2 mama n we...for making it happen...love u lah...=p

.....demam result nk kuar.....

tbe2 rasa nk tulis dlm bm plak...
kejp bi,kejp bm...blog aku da jd cm rojak...hehehe.....
lau ada sape2 nk komen pon,ada aku kisah...=p.....
esok bdk2 ni ckp result nk kuar....
aduh,da stat ar aku rasa cm nk demam....
seyes, aku takot.....
takot2 lau ada paper kantoi.....
masyaallah...selisih...mntk dijauhkan lah.....
da berkobar2 wt praktikal,tbe2 ada paper sangkut....
x ke malu...huhu....
tp mntk2 ar lulus....
da last sem ni, dpt lulus pon da alhamdulillah sgt2....
tp lau dpt lbh lg,kira bonus la....
takot wei...=p

.....new environment.....

1st of December...i started my practical training...
butterflies in my stomach, rojak of feelings..hehe...
late for the 1st day...things made it worse.....
but lucky, i learn a lot...
the problem now is, i'd burdened too mane people especially cik su...
feel so pity to her, have to wait for me till 6 o'clock ,fetching me...
i felt wanna quit and stayed at home, doing practical training juz around my neighbourhood....
but then how its gonna work out for my thesis?
juz hoping that i'll finished it here...
n make everyone comfortable....
hope e'thing gonna be ok and blessed....=p

.....make me wanna hate facebook.....

today my amad already owned his facebook...
at first...yeah...i'm glad with that.....
but then,now it makes me feel so sad...
don't wanna talk bout it anymore...
yeah...if that really happen.then i'll quit facebooking...

....i hate rain.....

when i was a child..i do love rains...
rains make me feel calm...
on top of that, i can play,sing along with the rain.. especially during flood..hehehe...
but as i grew older..i do admit that sometimes i really hate rains...
rains...sometimes limit my actions...my activities...
especially during this time...
i want to spend times watching tv all day long...
especially the current series that i like the most...DYSEBEL...
of course the party that we should blame is absolutely.... ASTRO...
we still should pay for it but the service....huh....
even when it rains...damn...!!!!
but i used to read that some people love rains because even when we cry in the rains,nobody can see the tears...
absolutely good idea...
but i prefer to cry out loud...it makes me feel more relief...
even i feel wanna scream louder and louder as i can release all the burdens..
i for this time...my mood is not good at all...
i wanna cry in the rain so that nobody can see the tears....=(

.....surprise 4 my boy.....

since aidan is going to seat for his spm...
me and my little sisters made a big surprise for him...
a very big good luck card specially for him...
originally made by us...hehehe....
we gave him this card just a minute before his exam started...
so he couldn't see the surprise becoz it was wrapped in a plastic bag...
he just only open it once he finished his bm exam..
dear aidan...just wanna wish u all the best..
we love you...
see u tomorrow k..=)

.....i'm home.....

the best thing,i've been waiting for the last 2 months...
coming home...
so damn good...
after a very tough examination week that i'd gone through...
lalalala......=)
i'm going to spend time at home...
doing things i wanna do...
things i wanna eat..
and the best part is, i can wake up at any time i want...
plus...no more classes,asignments and exams..
waaa...so interesting..hahaha....
i'm going for my practical training this december..
so until then, i have much time to blogging, facebooking and bla bla bla...
home is heaven....so damn good... =)

.....global.....

there are 2 more days for global...
but yet i still not cover everything...
y la...so............lazy....huhu...
just hoping that the questions are going to be straight 4ward...
plus i will study,study and study...
there will be a football match between kelantan and perlis...
still upset for the absent of indra during the match...
but i hope for the magic things happened...
gomo kelate gomo.....!!!!!
another 1 thing...
sory for the becoming silent...
i'll post new story just once i reached home k...

.....no mood.....

hm...i'd gone through my 1st paper yesterday morning...
relationship mktg..
comment?alhamdulillah...
lucky the question was not that tough...
just a straight 4ward question...
ok la...=)
i went to meet my amad last sunday...
was a terrible day...
hm,he got poisoned by the ridsect
terrified...his heartbeat faster than b4..
i just wanted to sleep when he called,telling that he can't breath..
plus,nearly fainted..lucky his friends were there...
me?hm...as usual...started to cry la...hahaha...
alhamdulillah,everything going normal after drinking water+salt thing...
and the best thing was....i got this...
(even he was so damn pokai at that time..hahaha)
tq sayang....another 1 thing...dont have any mood to study...
how should i...hm...
btw,looking 4ward to get myself a new hp...lalalala....=)

.....nothing special.....

hm..its been 3 days since my last post...
really don't have ideas to write anything...
plus,not in da mood to write...
sincerely, i really mish my family...
wanna go home...
but definitely sure i won't study...
for sure...hhahaha..
talking bout final..i'll start my 1st paper on 28,which means this wednesday...
relationship marketing...
huhu...the carry mark wasn't excellent which i already expect that...
ya...i was my less efforts...
so, the result, i got what i've done...
don't want to talk anything bout da final...
not in da mood bcoz i really2 hate final exams or what so ever called final..
so, i'm thinking back of taking my master after this...
~sigh~

.....akhirnya.....

yahoo....
akhirnya semua asiment da setle...
dgn susah payah, jerit perit...
hahaha...
agro,last asiment for my degree...
aku akn ingt...
peyot lapo, tekak dahaga...
tp takot nk turon...
kawe tdo sore mlm ni...
semua alik umah...hua.....
da ngantok...tu je nk tulis sbnrnya...
haha...nite...

.....pe hal la kan.....

haha...ada org tnya npe entry aku bln ni sedih2 je...
x besh..
hm,ntah ar...
di akhir sem ni...aku ckp tertekan...
chewah,,,ayat x bley blah...
still xda pe yg bley wat aku ap...
except, this week dating lg ye sayang...
hahaha....
td ada makan2 kat umah zaza,ija,rina,zaf and sarah...
fuh...makanan bnyk gla...
mst puding aku wat tu x sedap...
sekerat pon x hbs...
wa....fail!!!....
nk bwk bnda len bkn aku reti pon...
so far, tu je aku tau wat...hikhik....
nway, it was a success...
congrates to dowang2 smua...
mknan sdap2 blaka...
cma kue tiaw tu pedas sgt...aku x ley telan wei...
sowi sal sayang...hikhik....
tp sumpah sedap...!!!ckp rasa smua...
tp tau ar kan aku x makan pedas....
pedas manje2 aku telan...=)
emosi still x stabil...
r2528dhds62wiwnqaq5r!!34se5g...
ah...x kan nk ckp kat cni...
reveal e'thing...huh...no way!!!!
biar aku je yg tau...
td anas tepon...dia blik weekend ni...
aku nk blik gak...
tp lau aku blik.konfem aku mmg x study...
x soh berangan nak bwk blik bku ar...
konon...hampeh!!!...
tp windu nk alik umah...
paper 28hb...
sbtu ada mkn2 g kat umah ann.organized by adzman...
segan lak xg kan..
mak dia sngup trn cni...
hm...ntah la labu....
smlm tdo kol 5...
edit menatang sm tu...
ikot 4mat case study konon...
last2, puan ckp x yah...
huhuhu...mmg meraung...
tp xpe la...
bg markah lbh ye puan...
hahaha...
td plak pm kamel wt lawak..
tbe2 tepon surh g dst skng..
mmg smua layan...
hahaha...aku dipermainkan lg...
hahaha...
mmg nk gelak hbs kali ni...
so, xda org ckp entry aku sedih2 je...
hambek ko...pnjg gni aku bg....
bior termuntah...
hahaahahahahaahahahaha

....moody.....

gud news, i'd found the ring..
ada kat umah ciksu...
bad news,not in a gud mud...
terrible!!!!....

.....gloomy.....

after a very tired weekend kat umah ciksu,aku pn blik la dgn berat hatinya ke segamat...
dlm kete, tgh best2 lyn lagu,aku belek2 ar tgn aku...
"aduh tgn aku da rupa cam nenek tua...
urat cne cni..
even worse,b'kedut..."
tgh mengomel2 dlm hati (ni mest bnyk sgt bsuh pinggan,huhu) then aku baru aku t'sedar...
I LEFT MY RING DKAT UMAH CIKSU!!!...
damn,cne bley x perasan td...
xkan nk patah blik plak..tgh2 jam cni...
nak plak ciksu layan aku blik umah semula smate2 nak amek cincin...
aduh...trus ilang mood!!!
td aku tepon hanis(my kazen) asking bout the ring...
tp dia ckp xda jmpa pon...
wa.....sedihnya...
mmg la cincin tu bkn mahal sgt...
tp valuable...

aku beli cincin tu sepasang...
lau tau dkt amad ni, mest dia marah...
ye lah, dia xpakai,aku bising2,merajok...
kalu dia tau ilang ni,mau nya aku kena...wa....=(
cni ni...aku nk cincin tu blik...=(
btw,open house kat umah ciksu was a success!!!
ikan percik,sup tulang,ayam msk merah,terubuk bakar...
sedap gla...!!!!

.....sad...sorrow....scared.....

smlm dia letak tepon cm tu je...
aku marah,majok....
xpatut tol pe yg dia wat...
xpasal2 aku ckp sowang....
hr ni,aku wat bodoh je...
sama ngan dia....
just mesej slmt b'buka je...
pastu diam lg....
smpai skrg....
aku GERAM!!!!!!.....
pehal la...
lelaki mmg camtu ek...
cepat berubah...
masa mula2 je ok..
da lama2 da krg...
ni br 4 thn...
40 thn kang cne ar aku...
geram,geram,geram!!!!lau mlm ni x pujok gak...
SIAP!!!!!

.....wajarkah.....

bila baca sal gempa bumi kat padang tu, rasa kesian lak...
yelah, jiran la katakan....
tp aku t'tnya2...
wajarkah malaysia anto bantuan ke indonesia?....
sedangkan sblm ni indon sibuk ngan gerakan sapu...
nak hapuskan org malaysia...
kecik pnya pasal..
sebab tarian...
aku ingtkan sbb pe....
pdhal malaysia xtau menahu pon psl tarian tu dimasukkan dlm ads untk promote m'sia....
indon yg terlalu sensitif atau terlalu m'jg hak mereka...
c'mon ar beb....ko nak gaduh pn,last2 lau ada pe, mntk tlng kitaorg gak kan....
tu yg aku t'tnya2, wajar ke kita tlng dowang...
entah lah labu.....

.....geram......

bodoh pnya _ _ _ _ _.....
ah...aku benci kau..
bajet bagus sgt...
stakat blaja kat m_ _ _......
xyah bajet bgus sgt...
aku benci ko...
sumpah aku da serik ada best fren laki....
nyah kau....!!!!!

.....da dpt.....

hahaha...melaram nk g kelas...
(pic ini diambil time nk tngu camy undur kete...sempat g..=)


my besday present....=)

.....happy + sad.....

pg ni,aku hapy je...
lau bley, nak senyum manjang...
at least,stelah hmpir 2 bln aku menunggu,,...
akhirnya aku dpt gak besday present yg aku idam2 kan...
wpon da lmbt sgt br dpt bnda tu, tp at least, aku dpt bnda yg aku nak sgt2....
worth 2 wait for that long...
dpt pe?....kasut crocs yg dr hari tu g aku usha2....hahahaha...
tp...aku da agk da,lau ap sgt, jap g ada ar tu bnda yg menyedihkan...
mmg btol pon....
dr last week g aku plan nk alik umah...nk puasa sme2 family...
tp aku x sure sal test sm...
camy ada gtau last week,pm kamel ckp x sure nk wat test tu hr jumaat...
so,aku x beli tket g takot test tu x jd...
td pm kamel ckp,konfem plak hr jumaat ni...
so,aku plan nk blik next week je ar,,,...sbb nk ponteng kelas hr jumaat...jahatnya..
tup2 mama ckp,aidan pon blik...
trus aku ajk camy g beli tket...
sedihnya,tiket bas ngan train nk alik kelantan,semua da hbs....
wa.....sedih gila....
lau aku blik next week, x sempat jmpa aidan sbb dia kena blik hostel awal...
time ni ar aku rasa nk tempah private jet je blik umah kang...huhuhu...
geram nya....nape ar semua org nak blik time aku nk blik...
blik ar time aku xnak blik.!!!!
ha...aku da stat nak merapu dah...huhu....
sedihnya.....=(
mish my family so much....(mata da berair da...huhuhu)

....kemanisan cinta.....

smlm time modul,ustaz ada ckp,kemanisan cinta tu hnya dpt bertahan plng lama pn 3 thn je....
hm...takut bla aku pk sal ni....
lau ckp sal kemanisan cnta ni....
hm,,,kdg2 manis,kdg2 pahit...
tp salunya,aku akn cba delete bnda2 yg pahit ni...
cba ingt yg manis2 je....
13/09 ni, anniversary aku ngan amad yg ke 4...
hopefully next year, aku still dpt celebrate anniversary yg ke 5 plak...
sal kemanisan cinta yg ustaz ckp tu,aku x brani komen lbh2....
biarlah masa menentukan segalanya....

.....period pain.....

ni la part yg yg aku benci...
time period...
senggugut...skt gila....
aduh...tolong....
ni mesti gara2 minum cendol td ar ni....
da tau bnda tu sejok,gi minum gak...
ha...padan muka...huhuhu....
cne nak hlngkan senggugt ni ek...
sape2 ada terbaca n ada cadangan,tlng ar gtau...
da penat den berubat tp cni jgk...
riso gak lau time kije kang asik skt cni...
maunya tiap2 bulan mc...
dis time,nsb bek kna time weekend..
lau x,ponteng kelas en amin g ar esok...huhu....
hrp2 jap g da x skt g...
sal nak g bbq umah an...hehe...
proposal global da ciap...
pe g...KITA ENJOY!!!!! =)

.....uitm segamat ditutup?......

hr ni je,2 org da tnya aku,btol ke uitm segamat kna tutp?....
oh my dear,jgn ar ckp cmtu....
di sini aku nak gtau.....setakat ni,uitm segamat masih beroperasi spt biasa....
jgn ar tnya soalan ni g...
kata2 tu doa...
aku xnak uitm ditutp...
pe hal lak kan...
xkan uitm segamt je?yg len?....
oh....x adil 2x....
musnah lah harapan aku nk wat praktikal next next...
nak grad on time...
pe2 pon,doa2kan la...xda pe2 yg terjadi....=)

.....sombong......

aku ni sombong ke?...
so far,aku rasa, aku xda ar menyombongkan dr...
cma mayb org t'slh anggap...
ok lah...meh cni aku nak gtau...
lau sape2 trasa aku ni sombong,aku mntk maaf bnyk2...
ni mmg stail aku ar...
aku mmg jns sush nak msk line ngan org...
lg2 ngan org yg aku x biasa or aku x knal...
mmg aku akn bnyk mendiamkan dr,,
i just don't know how to start a conversation....
tp bla aku da knal lama,aku bley get along ngan kowang,aku xda ar sombong sgt...
lau sape2 yg rapat ngan aku,mesti tau aku cne...
i'm not that bad,very funny person...
cma tu la....
my major weakness, i'm really not good in starting a conversation....
so,sape yg terasa ati ngan aku,aku mntk maaf sgt....
deeply, madly,i'm truly sorry...
never meant to hurt anybody....=(

.....what a loooooooong silence.....

skang ni jarang sgt tulis blog....
erm,no idea la....=)
hr tu,1 kejadian ngeri telah menimpa aku....
aku hmpir2 clash ngan amad....
hm....salah aku gak...
lupa yg lelaki x ska dibandingkan dgn lelaki lain...
tp aku xda niat pon...
tp dia terasa at...
1 important lesson that i learnt from that....
jgn bandingkan bf anda dgn bf org lain and even worse,ur ex bf...hahaha.....
so,2 last time aku wt...sory dear...

.....cuti....

setelah 5 mngu berhempas pulas ngan intersesi, aku dpt blik umah...
wa...nikmat yg x t'hnga...
dpt mkn sedap2...hehehe...
x lama lg da nak bkak sem baru...
new sem, new spirit....
sedar x sedar, da sem 5...
alhamdulillah,aku stil dpt b'thn...
1 more year 2 go...
hopefully i can survive....
insyaalllah,,,,,

.....hati yang gundah gulana.....

akhirnya result da kuar....
dan akhirnya aku da bley makan dgn senang ati..
lau x...huhu...
wpon result aku x se ok org len yg dpt DL, tp aku still b'syukur la...
at least, macom lepas..huhu...
n plak tu,amad bz sgt smpai xda masa tok aku...
aku phm,time nak bukak sekolah ni,mesti ramai org...
as long as dia stil ingt kat aku...
last week mama operate telinga...
aku blik umah...xsedap ati lak dok cni..
n aku nak jg mama...
tp xsempat jg pon sbb esoknya terus kuar wad...
alhamdulillah...semua selamat...
bayangkan,time test me,time tu mama kat dewan bedah....
time tgh jwb me,ingt mama je,terus nangis...
salu,b4 test,mest tepon mama..tp time tu,xdpt call pon...
sedih...tp alhamdullilah...test ok...
next 2 week,da final...
n then,cuti...
tp x puas r dpt cuti 1 mngu je...huhu..
pe2 pon...can't wait 2 go home...=)

.....my besday.....

my besday cake...from amad....=)

hari ni besday aku...
da tua pon..huhu...
xbeshnya....
nway,thanks tok semua2 yg da wish kat aku....
camy...thanks 4 da flower...
really appreaciate it...
terharu sgt smlm...nsb bek x nangis...wa....=p
smlm,smbt ngan amad...dia beli kek...
org nak celebrate ngan dia,mkn kek ngan dia...
tp dia suwoh bwk blik kek tu mkn ngan kwn2 plak...
sowi dear...hr tu x bg kek pon...ekonomi x brape bgus..poket kering..hahaha
tp yg sedihnya,xdpt celebrate ngan family...huhu...
windu sgt nak dgr anas n aidan nyanyi lagu besday...=(
ishk...tak nak ar nangis time hari ni...bad luck....
skang aku kat segamat...kena amek intersesi...
wpon terpaksa,tp aku kena redha..hahaha...
bosannya..dok umah lg best....
xlama g kuar result...wa...takotnya aku...
ntah cne ar result kang....ah...tak nak pk bnda2 yg menakutkan....bad luck..hikhik....
ntah bila ar aku nak update blog g...
kat bilik,da x dpt hotspot...
so,nak kena dtg cc...tu yg leceh...
hm...da xtau nk tulis pe g da....
tok yg da view blog aku....thanks bnyk2...konda,mulen n fizah...
nnt view lg ye...=)

.....marcom + channel....

wa...da lama rasanya tak mengupdate blog...
hahaha...aku dah merosakkan bahasa...
ala xpe la...
bkn nak amik exam bm pon kan...
hm...td bru pas paper marcom..
aku x ley wat...
bodohnya aku...
yg aku hafal...tbe2 x ley nak recall blik...
kosong semua...
wa....sedihnya...
channel pon cmtu gak..
ah...bosan aku...
sama cam tak baca pe2...
geram,geram aku geram.....

.....bila aku da marah....

ada ar sowang minah ni...(nama terpaksa dirahsiakan sbb aku masih ada sifat belas kasihan)
dia penah ckp kat aku...
'senang ar ko wan,marketing SENANG je...semua baca...
xcam kitaorg...'
hm...bg aku,kata2 itu sngh menusuk ati...
sumpah...aku rasa mcm nak cekik je org tu...
hello my dear...blaja pe2 pon semua susah kan...
lau senang, xyah blaja...
bajet bagus tol...
ko tu x amek bel this sem...
so, ko xtau betapa haru biru je nak ciapkan report bel tu...
AMARAN!!!!ciap ar ko next sem!!!!!!!!!!
aku geram bkn ape...
mmg ar marketing ni semua subjek baca...
tp assignment kitaorg bnyk...
N 4 UF INFO,LG BNYK DR KOWANG NYA ASSIGNMENT!!!!
lg 1,marketing is about to promote urself...
marketers yg kena cr pelanggan bkn pelanggan yg cr marketers...
kau tu....pelanggan yg kena cr ko tok wat semua fin tu..(ops,t'ckp plak dia kos pe)hahahaha....
actually aku jd nak marah sbb td terview dia nya profile kat fwenster..
tgk dia nya profile, aku jd hangin...
yg jd mangsa,blog aku jgk...
tp oklah dr aku merapu2 kat org len...ye tak...
k la...malas nak marah2 g da...da hilang pon rasa marah ni...=)

.....happy birthday.....

erm....hari ni hari jadi amad....
ikut ati,nak je celebrate ngan dia....
tp da ada exam kan...
lgpon, dia phm...
tp mcm terkilan gak ar...
dia pon ada ckp smlm teringin nak mkn kek...
huhu...
da wat kad pon tok dia...
originally made on my own...
hope you like it dear...
erm...can't wait to see you...=)

....final exam....

ni 1st post aku after pm kamel kuarkan carry mark...
lau dulu, tulis blog mesti sbb carry mark...
so, skang ni tulis sbb suka ati...
lbh ikhlas kot...hehehe....
21 ni start final exam...paper CTU...
hr tu gak besday amad....
sowi dear....
xley nak celebrate ur besday sme2....
sedih...tp nak wat cne kan.....=(
hm...talking bout final exam...
hopefully this sem aku x angan2 mat jenin g...
wat yg terbaik ye....
jgn men2....
nak gak merasa jd DL students...
tp aku x nak berangan lbh2....
wat yg termampu...
dpt brape pon...aku time...
tp nak 3.0+ la...
insyaallah...
moga this sem,dpt lg tngi dr last sem...=)

.....any other thing?.....

da brape lama da aku x update blog....
bnyk sgt report nak kena wat smpai aku ignore blog....
lg 1,internet ngah bangang skrg ni...huhu...
dr hari tu wat report bel x hbs...
geram aku....
ishk,,,da xnak ckp sal bel g....
wat aku xda mud je....hehehe....
jumaat ni blik umah...
xsbr nak jmpo family...
anas pon blik...yahoo...=)
tp sedih, aidan x blik....
da brape lama x jmpo dia....
mish u dear...=)
nnt kak yong dtg ke sana ye...
dun wory...
hm,,,nk tdo ar....esok je smbg bel lg...
da xda idea...
hehehe...
nite...=)

......report bel.....

hm....aku xtau nape xda mood sgt nak wat report ni....
leceh tol....
hm, time dip dlu, subjek bel yg plg relaks...
yg plg bley skor...
tp time degree,semua susah nak skor...
wat report ni leceh n membosan kan....
tp sbb bnda ni penting...
n aku kena wat gak time kije nnt...
aku teln je ar...
masalahnya...sape nk ajar aku wt spss ni...
xreti wei...
ni ngah tngu dayah...
jnjinya nak ajar aku...
nnt dia da free, aku g blaja ngan dia....
but the truth is............???????(hnya aku yg tau)

.....another task.....

td pm kamel ckp...
sape2 yg dpt cari blog dia...
dpt 10% extra mark...
bkn 1o marks tu...10%...
cm jwb test dpt full marks...
erm,cne la nak cari ni...
nak tnya pn che bley??...hikhik...
xpe la...i'll try...
hopefully dpt...
cma...dateline on next thursday...
i'll try la...=)

.....what?.....

sometimes i asked myself...
what is the purpose of my life....
i'm still searching for it...
yeah, i have the dreams...
that i want to achieve....
but then, i never work for it...
even if i do that, it's only half way....
what can influence me to change?....
to be a better person...
so that i can achieve my dreams...
but yet i still don't have the answers...

.....malang gadis Qatif.....

Ketujuh-tujuh perogolnya hanya didapati bersalah kerana menculik manakala dia pula dihukum 200 sebatan!

ni berita yg aku baca kat kosmo...seorg gadis di arab saudi telah dirogol oleh 7 og lelaki....

Menurut undang-undang Arab Saudi, seorang wanita tidak boleh memandu kereta atau bersendirian di dalam kereta yang sama dengan lelaki yang bukan muhrim.

Disebabkan itu, seorang remaja perempuan berusia 19 tahun yang hanya dikenali sebagai Gadis Qatif (nama berdasarkan tempat kejadian) dijatuhi hukuman 90 sebatan, biarpun dia merupakan mangsa rogol bergilir-gilir tujuh lelaki.

Hukuman itu kemudiannya digandakan kepada 200 sebatan dengan enam bulan penjara atas dakwaan dia cuba mempengaruhi keputusan juri apabila tampil membuat pendedahan tentang pengalamannya kepada media.

Ketujuh-tujuh lelaki tersebut dijatuhkan hukuman penjara antara dua hingga sembilan tahun atas dakwaan menculik. Bagaimanapun pihak pendakwa gagal membuktikan Gadis Qatif dirogol setelah hakim mengabaikan bukti rakaman video dalam telefon bimbit penyerang.

Kisah hitam itu sebenarnya bermula apabila Gadis Qatif bertemu dengan bekas kekasihnya untuk meminta semula gambar yang pernah diberikan memandangkan dia sudah berkahwin dengan lelaki lain pada tahun 2006.

“Ketika kejadian saya berumur 18 tahun dan pernah mempunyai hubungan dengan seorang lelaki. Saya tidak pernah berjumpa dengannya sebelum ini.

“Saya hanya mengenalinya melalui suaranya. Dia meminta gambar saya tetapi saya menolak.

“Selepas itu dia mula mengugut untuk memberitahu keluarga saya tentang hubungan kami dan saya menjadi takut. Jadi saya bersetuju untuk memberinya gambar saya,” cerita Gadis Qatif.

Beberapa bulan kemudian, Gadis Qatif meminta gambar itu semula kerana dia sudah bernikah dengan lelaki lain tetapi lelaki berkenaan enggan memulangkannya.

“Kata lelaki itu, ‘Saya akan kembalikan gambar ini dengan syarat awak bertemu saya di dalam kereta saya’,” sambungnya.

Mereka bertemu di sebuah pasar berdekatan plaza di Qatif. Selepas itu, lelaki tersebut memandu untuk menghantarnya pulang. Rumah Gadis Qatif cuma 15 minit dari situ.

Bekas teman lelakinya juga dijatuhkan hukuman 90 sebatan kerana berdua-duaan dengan Gadis Qatif di tempat terlindung.

Kes kontroversi ini telah ditenangkan pemerintah Arab Saudi, Raja Abdullah yang mengampunkan Gadis Qatif.

Suami mangsa menerima berita itu dengan baik. “Saya gembira, begitu juga isteri saya dan ia pastinya dapat membantu mengurangkan penderitaan psikologi dan sosial yang dialami.

“Kami berterima kasih kepada Raja Abdullah kerana perhatian dan kasihnya.”

aku marah sgt bila baca berita ni....

kenapa dlm pe2 hal, pompuan yg selalu disalahkan...

kena rogol pon, pompuan yg salah...

kononnya pompuan tu pakai seksi....

helo brader...yg pakai jubah,tudung labuh pon kena gak...pe kes...

susah ar lau ada jantan yg bangang ni....

seyes, aku sgt2 marah...

dgn ketidak adilan ni....

kenapa tuhan x matikan je terus org2 yg jahat ni...

smpn pon x guna....

bkn nak berubah pon...

makin jahat ada ar...

tp aku percaya,tuhan ada sebabnya...

dan Dia sentiasa mahukan yg terbaik tok umatnya...

pe2 pon, tok pompuan, jgn mengalah....

jgn biarkan lelaki ambil kesempatan atas kita....

.....april fool.....

day will come


When da whole world will, CELEBRATE:
UR NAME
UR FAME
UR PERSONALITY
UR THOUGHTS
UR VIEWS
Bt keep in mind,
April Fool comes once a year.
Congratulations!

'thanks' farah n miss ida sbb da meng'april fool' kan aku...huhu..
mmg terkena ar...=).

.....pm baru.....

Najib angkat sumpah PM Jumaat

PUTRAJAYA: Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin berkenan supaya istiadat mengangkat sumpah jawatan Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak sebagai Perdana Menteri diadakan pada 10 pagi, Jumaat ini di Istana Negara, Ketua Setiausaha Negara Tan Sri Mohd Sidek Hassan mengumumkan.

Dalam satu kenyataan hari ini, Mohd Sidek berkata Tuanku Mizan juga berkenan supaya Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi bersama Najib bersama-sama menghadap Seri Paduka pukul 10 pagi esok untuk Abdullah menyerahkan surat melepaskan jawatan Perdana Menteri dan memohon perkenan melantik Najib sebagai Perdana Menteri yang baru.

Mohd Sidek berkata Yang di-Pertuan Agong memberi perkenan itu semasa majlis menghadap oleh Abdullah sebelum mesyuarat jemaah Menteri pagi ini.

"Yang di-Pertuan Agong juga telah memberi perkenan supaya Istiadat Pengurniaan Surat Cara Pelantikan dan Istiadat Mengangkat Sumpah Jawatan dan Setia serta Sumpah Simpan Rahsia oleh Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak sebagai Perdana Menteri diadakan pada jam 10 pagi, Jumaat, 3 April 2009 di Istana Negara," menurut kenyataan itu.

hm...nmpknya dpt pm baru ar kita....

wpon x sehebat tun mahathir....

hopefully he's going to do better....

pe2 pon...thanks pak lah...=)

jasamu dikenang...!!!!

.....love relation.....

The more faith you have in Love,
the more you can enjoy love

The more you can enjoy love,
the more sweet or spicy your love and your partners love can be

.....sekadar hiburan.....

Q: Wat iz the thinnest book in the world?
A: "Wat Men Know About Women."

*****************

Q: What is the difference b/w secretary & private secretary?
Ans: Secretary says GOOD MORNING SIR
&
Private secretary says ITS MORNING SIR

****************

MISS : Can any body give an example of COINCIDENCE?
Pappu : Teacher, my Mother & Father got married on the same day & at the same time.

*****************

Commerce professor asks the student: what is the most important source of finance for starting business?

Student: "Father in law

****************

There is always "DRIVE SLOW" board near schools.
But not near girl's college. Why?

****************

Teacher : "Sam, U talk alot !"
Sam : "Its our family tradition".
Teacher : Wat do U mean?
Sam : Teacher, my grandpa waz a street hawker, my father iz a teacher.
Teacher : "What abt ur mother?"
Sam : "She'z a woman".

.....loving you always.....

Loving You Always

it takes a day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget them... i love you too much.... and getting over you is the last thing on my mind... every time when you're just beside me... i felt as though you're so far away.... i want to hold you... but what can i do when i'm not even sure where i stand in your life.... i really miss you.... i think of you alot.... i felt that i really do need you... never a day pass that you were not on my mind... its really torturing me right now... i really need you... dear...i always love you...

.....peringatan kpd wanita.....

peringatan kpd aku dan wanita2 lain.....

Menurut laporan Polis seorang wanita telah dirogol oleh 5 lelaki disebuah kelab malam di Singapura pada malam Sabtu sebelum ditinggalkan. Wanita tersebut tidak berupaya untuk mengingati kejadian malam tersebut, namun ujian mengesahkan bahawa beliau telah dirogolberulang kali dengan kesan rohypnol di dalam darahnya dan progestrex, sejenis pil "mencuci" yang kecil. Dadah tersebut kini digunakan oleh perogol-perogol dan kemudian "mencuci" mereka. Progesterex dibekalkan kepada para Doktor haiwan untuk"mencuci"haiwan besar. Khabarnya Progesterex digunakan bersama Rohypnol, sebagai dadah "Dating" dan rogol. Apayang mereka perlu lakukan ialah menitiskan Rohypnol ke dalam minuman si gadis, mangsa tersebut tidak akan ingat apa-apa pun esok paginya, apa yang berlaku kepadanya sepanjang malam tersebut.Progesterex amat senang larut dalam minuman, akan "mencuci" agar simangsa tidak akan mengandung akibat dari perkosaan tersebut dan siperogol tidak bimbang untuk perlu menjalani ujian air mani dan DNA kemudian.Kesan dadah ini adalah K*E*K*A*L terhadap simangsa. Prodesterex asalnya adalah untuk memandulkan kuda, Mana-mana wanita yangmengambilnya TIDAK AKAN MENGANDUNG SAMPAI BILA-BILA . Si durjana bolehmemperolehi dadah ini boleh mendapatkan dadah ini dari pusat haiwan atau mana-mana universiti, dan ia diramalkan akan digunakan dengan berleluasa di kampus-kampus.Tolong edarkan maklumat ini kepada semua yang anda kenali, terutama teman wanita dan gadis remaja. biarkan minuman anda terbiar tanpa dijaga oleh orang yang anda percayai.

Azila Bakri,

Social Worker,
All Women's Action Society (AWAM )

......pokemon.....

BAHAYANYA KARTUN POKEMON!!!!!!!!!
POKEMON dan BINATANG2 yang ade dalamnya???
POKEMON bermaksud saya yahudi,
PIKACHU bermaksud jadilah seorang yahudi,
CHARMANDER bermaksud ALLAH itu lemah(nauzubillah) ..

msj ni aku baru dpt dr kwn aku.....
ya allah...aku x phm tol...
nape ar ngan dowang2 ni...
xhbs2 nak memburukkn islam....
xbek nya....
dulu2 aku salu sgt tgk cite ni...
bkn a ku suka pon...
tp da adik2 aku tgk,aku join skali...hehehe
tp bila aku da tau,sumpah aku x nak tgk lg....
boikot POKEMON!!!!!!

.....renung2kan.....

1.Berikan al-Quran pada seseorang,dan setiap dibaca, Anda mendapatkan hasanah.

2.Sumbangkan kerusi roda ke hospital dan setiap orang sakit menggunakannya, Anda dapat hasanah.
3.Berkongsi bahan bacaan yang membangun dengan seseorang.

4.Bantu mendidik seorang anak.

5.Ajarkan seseorang sebuah doa. Pada setiap bacaan doa itu, anda dapat hasanah.
6.Berkongsi CD Quran atau Doa.

7.Terlibat dalam pembangunan sebuah masjid.

8.Tempatkan pendingin air di tempat umum.

9.Tanam sebuah pohon. Setiap seseorang atau binatang berlindung dibawahnya, Anda dapat hasanah.

10.Hantarkan renungan ini dengan orang lain. Jika seseorang menjalankan salah satu dari hal diatas, Anda dapat hasanah sampai hari Qiamat.
Insya Allah Ilal Liqo'Ma'assalam...

.....sales lg.....

aduh...
akhirnya aku pasrah...
aku da xdpt pk lg da....
esok aku tnya pm isa je la....
huhu....
aku pon da ngantok ni...
nk tdo dulu...
hrp2 nnt aku mimpi cne nak kaitkan place ngan co DIGI ni....
this mission will be continued....tomorrow je lah...=)

.....sales.....

aduhai....
cne aku nak kaitkan co digi nya place ni...
aku xtau...
info dlm web site tu skit sgt...
xda mention pon sal place...
yg ada cuma sal promotion and product....
menyesal lak aku wat sal digi...
ane bley ngarut2...
ni establish co...
kan lbh bek aku wat new product je...
snang skit aku nak mencarut...huhu...

.....alahai peragut.....

KUALA TERENGGANU – Bagi ahli keluarganya, Nurul Fatimah Ali, 19, dikenali sebagai seorang gadis pendiam dan lemah-lembut.

Entah bagaimana, tiba-tiba anak bongsu daripada lima beradik itu menjadi terlalu berani mengejar dua lelaki dipercayai telah meragut beg tangannya di atas Jambatan Sultan Mahmud di sini petang kelmarin.

Nurul Fatimah yang ketika itu berada kira-kira 2 kilometer dari rumahnya di Pulau Ketam di sini, dikatakan berpatah balik ke arah jambatan lalu cuba menahan suspek.

Malangnya, keberanian tersebut membawa padah apabila motosikal yang ditunggang secara melawan arus di tengah kesibukan jambatan itu, terlanggar dua buah kereta.

Akibat kejadian pukul 5 petang itu, kerani di sebuah syarikat peminjam wang berlesen di Jalan Sultan Ismail itu, cedera parah di kepala dan muka.

Motosikal Yamaha Ego yang baru dibeli kira-kira dua bulan lalu, rosak teruk akibat kemalangan berkenaan.

Kosmo! difahamkan sehingga pukul 6 petang semalam, mangsa dilaporkan masih tidak sedarkan diri dan dirawat di Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah (HSNZ), di sini.

aku geram btol ngan org yg nak duit tp x nak berusaha...

harapkan ngan duit mencuri je...

yg jd mangsa,org2 yg x bersalah....

ciannya....

hm...smpai bila la nk jd cni....

.....berita hr ni.....

Earth Hour: TNB catat kerugian 550 mw

KUALA LUMPUR — Tenaga Nasional Bhd. (TNB) semalam berkata ia menerima kenyataan bahawa kempen ‘Earth Hour’ bertujuan baik walaupun penggunaan tenaga elektrik jatuh sebanyak 550 megawatt (mw), bersamaan dengan 14 juta mentol kalimantang yang berkuasa 40watt setiap satu.

“Sementara penurunan kecil dalam permintaan akan menyebabkan sedikit kekurangan dalam hasil, kami menerima kenyataan bahawa kempen itu mempunyai tujuan yang baik,” kata Presiden dan Ketua Pegawai Eksekutifnya Datuk Seri Che Khalib Mohamad Noh dalam satu kenyataan di sini hari ini.

Katanya semasa tempoh sejam inisiatif pemeliharaan tenaga (8.30 malam-9.30 malam) Sabtu lepas, kakitangan TNB sentiasa berwaspada terhadap sebarang masalah operasi.

erm...xsangka lak earth hour bley wat tnb rugi...

tp nak wat cne kan....

tnb da bnyk untung b4 this...

tu yg global warming...=)

.....happy bithday camy......

hari ni hari jadi camy.....
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to camy...
happy birthday to you...
tp aku x bg pe2 pon kat dia....
just a simple card...
x sempat ar....
xkan nak beli time aku kuar ngan dia...
x surprise ar nnt....=)
pe2 pon....have a wonderful day ahead...

.....terharu?hm....

hr tu aku ada post sal best friend aku....
aku xsangka iza view blog aku....
n dia baca post aku...
tiba2 rasa malu lak...huhu
iza ckp,dia terharu baca semua tu...
n dia hargai pe yg aku tulis...
dia ckp, dia xda blog tok luahkan bnda yg sama pd aku...
how she appreciates our friendship...
oh dear...sometimes we don't have to express our feeling or appreciation to others...
but deep down, we know and feel that....
am i rite?....

.....bel presentation.....

ah.....(leganya).....
td intan gtau esok x jd present bel....
our group is the 1st group...
nsb bek x present esok...
hape pon tarak ciap lg...
huhu.....
td test sales....
len aku hafal,len yg kuar...
bajet kuar yg dlm past sem ar semua...
rupa2nya....
angan2 ku salah belaka...=(
so,td,baik pnya mengarut....
agak2 point aku,pm isa terima x....
huhu...
next friday, test im plak....
nsb bek 2 chapters je...
hopefully i can do better...
amin....

.....things to be done.....

things to be done by this week....
1) test 2 channel (done)
2)test 2 sales (done)
3) submit sales report ( in progress)
4) bel presentation (continue next week)
5) pd presentation (in progress)
6) test im
huhu...penatnya....
tension?of course...
tp malas nak layan...
kang demam....
so, wat2 xtau n wat kije tu btol2....
can't wait to meet SATURDAY!!!!

.....always love you.....

Always Love You

Someone will always love you, and that someone will always be me! Someone will always cherish the warmth of your smile, and the happiness, knowing in your heart someone wants to be close enough to care and to treasure each day spent together. Someone who will always keep you lovingly in mind Someone will know life is Good because of you. Tomorrow has a bright and shining hope that wouldn't be there if you weren't here. Someone will always love you and that someone will always be...."ME"

.....i'm on my way.....

I'm on my Way

I know you love me but I don't see you coming, so I'll come to you; I'm on my way. I see you standing there; so close but still barely out of reach; I need to be closer to you, so I'm on my way. I hear your voice; how perfect it sounds; it is drawing me nearer; I'm on my way. I smell your cologne, it just makes me melt; even though I'm on my knees, I'm on my way. dear, I'm on my way, to the everlasting love with you

.....forever.....

Forever

Forever I will love you, in my heart you always will be. forever I will keep the memories of when you were here with me. forever I will miss your smile, and your pleasant greet in the past few years I've shed so many tears but, never will I forget you and, forever I will love you.

.....beauty.....

"Beauty is not based on how attractive we are to everybody else, but how attractive we are to ourselves, for one cannot think other people think they are full of beauty unless they know they are beautiful too."
p/s....percayalah...kita semua dilahirkan cantik...
bersyukur la dgn ape yg ada...=)

.....david achuleta.....

WIN 2 PASSES to
DAVID ARCHULETA'S SHOWCASE
11th April 2009, Sunway Amphitheater, 3pm. Just be the 7th caller through when we give you the cue to call (03 7724 1144) for
Fly FM’s Crush on David Archuleta.
All you have to do is scream and shout like you’re already at the showcase
and you are on your there!.....

wah...mamat ni nak dtg malaysia....
seronoknya....
so,for those yg minat dkt mamat ni...
bley la try call...
ane tau dpt kan....
if u get 2 passes,give me 1 ek...=)
aik,bley ke cmtu...hikhik....
nak cuba sndr takot x da luck...
wat perabis kedit je lau call x dpt...

.....top 10 songs-american top 40.....

1)the all american rejects-give you hell
2)britney spears-circus
3)flo rida-right round
4)kelly clarkson-my life would suck without you
5)kenya west-heartless
6)pink-sober
7)lady gaga-poker face
8)the fray-you found me
9)TI ft Justin timberland-dead and gone
10)taylor swift-love story

.....top 10 songs of da week.....

top 10 songs of the week(29/03/09)....
freaky fly 30....
1) taylor swift-love story
2) lady gaga-just dance
3) gim class heroes-cookie jar
4) akon-beautiful
5) britney speras-circus
6) katy perry-thinking of you
7) david archuleta- a little too not over you
8) britney spears-womanizer
9) neyo-miss independent
10) kelly clarkson- my life would suck without you...

.....26,224 dibuang kerja.....

KUALA LUMPUR: Sebanyak 26,224 orang telah diberhentikan kerja di negara ini sejak 19 Mac lalu, kata Pengarah Eksekutif Persekutuan Majikan-Majikan Malaysia (MEF) Shamsuddin Bardan semalam.

Beliau berkata, daripada jumlah itu, seramai 12,674 orang adalah rakyat tempatan dan 6,651 warga asing diberhentikan kerja begitu saja, manakala selebihnya ditawarkan skim pemisahan sukarela (VSS).

Shamsuddin berkata, beliau menjangka lebih banyak pekerja akan hilang pekerjaan beberapa minggu akan datang sekiranya keadaan ekonomi semasa tidak segera diperbaiki.

Katanya, bajet mini yang diumumkan baru-baru ini juga tidak banyak memberi kesan terhadap syarikat atau memberi rangsangan segera kepada mereka bagi mengekalkan pekerja masing-masing.

“Selain pengurangan sumbangan sebanyak 0.5 peratus kepada Tabung Pembangunan Sumber Manusia (HRDF), tiada apa yang diperoleh daripada bajet itu,” katanya.

Beliau berkata, walaupun pengurangan kadar sumbangan kepada tabung berkenaan boleh menyumbang kira-kira RM300 juta setahun kepada sektor pembuatan, namun ia tidak mencukupi kerana syarikat terjejas teruk akibat kejatuhan ekonomi kebelakangan ini.

Sehubungan itu, beliau mencadangkan agar syarikat yang mengekalkan pekerja masing-masing diberi subsidi secara langsung, seperti yang dilaksanakan di negara jiran.

Shamsuddin berkata, majikan sedang berusaha sedaya upaya untuk tidak memberhentikan pekerja dan mengekalkan perniagaan masing-masing.

Mengenai cadangan bajet mini untuk menaikkan levi bagi pekerja asing, beliau berkata langkah itu tidak akan menghalang majikan daripada terus mengambil warga asing sebagai pekerja kerana rakyat tempatan tidak berminat bekerja dalam sektor tertentu.

Contohnya, kata beliau, dalam sektor pembuatan kaca, rakyat Malaysia tidak mahu bekerja sebagai pengendali acuan kerana ia memerlukan mereka bekerja dalam persekitaran yang amat panas dan lembab bagi tempoh yang panjang.

Melalui bajet mini itu, kerajaan bercadang meningkatkan sekali ganda kadar levi terhadap pekerja asing iaitu daripada RM1,600 kepada RM3,600 setahun.

Satu lagi cadangan ialah levi yang sebelum ini dibayar pekerja akan dibayar majikan.- Bernama

-harian metro,30/3/2009-

hm...risau lak aku bila dgr ramai yg nak kena buang kije...

apa la nsb org2 yg dibuang kije tu...

skrg ni....kerajaan kena lbh pntgkan tenaga kije dr malaysia sndr...

hrp2 perkara ni xberlarutan....

.....key to my heart.....

Key to My Heart

It's those eyes that make me smile That voice that makes me melt This overwhelming feeling I'm lost in A feeling I've never felt Can't help but stare At those beautiful eyes Cant help but get Those butterflies Can't help but thank you For the things you do Can't help but smile When you say I love you Can't help but frown When it's you I miss Can't help but go crazy Over you These overwhelming feelings Are oh so true I would walk miles Just to see your face Would cross the whole wide world Just to feel your embrace I would go anywhere Just to hear those words I would do everything for you Because you are my world I have completely Given you my all I will be there Whenever you may fall I will be there Through thick and thin I will be there To be you're everything So here's my heart I give to you You have the key Like I do Please solemnly promise to never break it apart and that you will always have the key to my heart...

.....earth hour.....

hr tu time earth hour...
aku xsangka lak sambutan kat uitm segamat ni amat menggalakkan...
mknanya,generasi muda ni masih mengharhai kepentingan alam sekitar...cewah...=)
aku mmg salute r ngan kolej zamrud...mmg ttp lampu on time...
gelap gla kat cne...
kat kolej intan,hm,nak kena sound ttp lampu dlu baru nak ttp...
plak tu,spotlight kat cni,last2 minit baru ttp...
so,xterasa sgt ar kegelapan tu...huhu...
sbnrnya,x yah ar tngu org sound dulu baru nak ttp lampu kan...
pndai2 ar...tu kesedaran msg2...
da besar2 ni,xkan nk kena tngu org ckp dulu...ye x...
bila lg nak hargai alam sekitar ni...
ishk,pndai2 je aku..=p
so,time uitm ni b'gelap,aku n camy sempat ar perg round 1 uitm...
(actually sbnrnya mula2 tu nak amek hp t'tngl dlm kete je)
sektor b lg bagus compare ngan sektor a...
kolej TS,hm...brape kerat je yg tutup lampu..
ape ar lelaki2 ini...huhu...
admin gelap...
dataran seri bendahara gelap...
bilik lecturer gelap...
seronok lak tgk...=)
nway...thanks tok semua yg da support earth hour...
tp x semestinya time2 cni je kita jg bumi kita...
time2 len pon kena jaga...
cnthnya,ttp suis plug after kita guna...
jgn buang sampah merata2...
ala,semua org tau kot bnda ni...
so....save our world...(tajuk present bel aku last sem...=P)

......nk jd rajin,ada petua?.....

hm...nk study,mata ngantuk....
so,smbg tulis blog lg ar...hikhik....
erm....nape ar aku ni malas sgt...
lau tgk org len study,cm jeles je...
tp aku nak study,cam malas sgt...
last2 minit bru rajin...
alahai,nape la ngan aku ni...
konon2 nya awal sem, semangt baru...
nk jd org rajin...
hm,tp tu hnya angan2 semata2....=p
so,lau sape 2 ada petua cne nk rajin2 kan diri,,,,
tlng la aku ye...
nak jgk merasa jd bdk DL...huhu....
tp lau malas...cne nak capai cita2 tu...
so,ada sape2 nak tlng aku...=)

.....i hate that song....

da lama x dgr carta "american top 40"....
dgr mamat ryan seacreast tu b'ckp...(btol ke aku eja nama dia ni....huhu...)
kdg2 aku rasa cm dia tu perasan bgus...
tp aku ttp ska dgr sbb sore dia macho...hikhik...
td aku smpat ar dgr...smbil2 study channel...
erm...aku rasa bnyk nya lagu yg rapping ni....
n aku x ska....
cm membazir je bila lagu2 best, tp bnyk rapping...
cnthnya cam lagu dead n gone-justin timberlake ft TI...
lagu tu best tp part TI merepek tu aku x ska....
aku bkn nk dgr dia b'ckp tp nak dgr lgu tu...
tp nak wat cne kan...style....
huhu....
lg 1,lagu homecoming...
part chris martin nyanyi..alahai best nya melodi tu...
tp msk je part kenya west nyanyi...aku trus 4ward....
huhu...
ada sape2 stuju ngan aku...
or aku je yg rasa cmtu...=p
continue study channel....

.....just believe me.....

Believe

Believe in me Believe I love you with all my heart Believe you can trust in me Believe I will always be there I believe in you I believe you love me I believe I can rely on you I believe no one will ever compare to you Believe in us Believe in our future together Believe we can over come anything Believe we are meant to be

.....another love poems.....

Perfect Dream

A good friend of mine once told me that if you can focus on a dream and keep it within your sight unconditionally, that dream can become a reality. I believe this to every extent, but there is one dream that sheer belief cannot achieve. This is to fall in love... ...To find someone who you can trust enough to give all of yourself. Someone whose eyes can lose you and all the same can lead you in the right directions. Someone to cherish, to want, to need... to complete you and help you find your place. Someone blind of your imperfections, def to words untrue, but able to hear unspoken thoughts and see untold dreams. Belief on its own will not bring you love, but love will give birth to new belief that budding dreams may bloom. You are my belief. You're my strength and my wisdom. My friend... my best friend... my perfect dream... and I love you.

.....ngantuk.....

ha...akhirnya aku berjaya jugak menulis hmpir2 berbelas2 post mlm ni...
wpon ada yg aku copy je ...hikhik....
tp 1 kemajuan tok aku....
bley bg tepukan la tok dr sendiri...=p
so,sblm aku beradu...dan melayari mimpi2 indah untuk mlm ni....
tp jgn mimpi bkn2 da ar....
izinkan aku berpantun....
pecah kaca pecah gelas, sudah baca,harap balas....
ishk,pe aku mengarut ni....
sbnrnya,aku da xtau nak tulis ape....
otak da xda idea...
mata da ngantuk...
lg 1,da start rasa takut...
huhuhu....
oklah....slmt malam....=0

.....thank you.....

TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU

Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we don't always have tomorrow.

.....love story.....

When I Love You

When you run into a wall When you trip, stumble, and fall When you know you can't get back up But still you will never give up When you fall asleep on the phone When your scared to be alone When you ask for me to hold you tight Even after we have been in a fight When you get quiet because you dont know what to say When your quiet baby i love you anyway When you stare into my eyes Even when you make me cry When you get in your baby voice You make me give in without a choice When you have that sad puppy face When i know no one can take your place When you yell at me but have no clue How much im in love with you When you think your not the best Even though i know your better than the rest When you look down on yourself and have no clue That every single one of these reasons is why i love you The way you look, the way you talk, and even the way you act Even the silly things you say as a matter of fact Thats when i love you with all i have When no matter what you do im glad Glad to have you in my life Knowing your the only thing that keeps me alive

.....kawan.....

kadang2 bila aku dok sorang,t'ingt lak kat kwn aku....
especially kwn kat SMS Tg Md Faris Petra....
5 thn kita same2 melayari erti sebuah persahabatan...
wpon salu gaduh atau berselisih paham...tp kita ttp kawan...
wpon dulu xska,menyampah pon ada sbb hari2 jmpa...
tp bila time2 cni,aku windu plak kat kowang....
wpon aku bnyk wat salah kat kwn aku,mengguris ati mrk,tp mereka ttp time aku....
iza,dela,bety,farah,nina,neddy,asma,nisya,zira,pijah....
aku mintk maaf byk2 atas semua salah silap aku dulu....
dan time kasih juga untuk persahabatan ini...
aku sayang kamu semua....
yg aku x mention nama dia,jgn terasa at ye...aku syg kowang jgk!!!

......best friends......

IZA
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

BETTY
Your friend is the one who knows all about you, and still likes you.

PIPAH
It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.

WATIE
My best friend is the ONE who in wishing me well wishes it for my sake

BASKETBALLERS TEAM(della,dena,nina,asma,yuni,neddy,hana)
Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light.

.....L.O.V.E......

Love is patient....
Love is kind....
It does not envy....
It does not boast....
It is not proud.....
It is not rude....
It is not self-seeking....
It is not easily angered...
It keeps no record of wrongs....
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.....
It always protects...
Always trusts....
Always hopes....
Always perseveres.....

.....love quotes.....

LIVE with no excuses.....
LOVE with no regrets.......
when life gives U a 100 reasons TO cry.....
show life that U 've 1000 reasons to SMILE.

be strong!!!!!!!

.....chef wan....

tok seminar pd ari tu,jemput chef wan...
wpon ada suara2 sumbang yg mempertikaikan nape ajak chef wan,tp seminar tu ttp b'jaya...
org ramai je kat lt 2....
wpon aku pon xsure dowang dtg sal nak dgr seminar tu or just nk jmpa chef wan...=p
bila dgr chef wan berceloteh...i'm totally impressed....
his communication skill is very2 good...
his ability to be in front of others, bercakap tnpa rasa takut pon,btol2 wat aku kagum...
cne ar dia wat...
lau aku..maunya menggigil semua 1 badan....
ada org ckp,mmg sesetengah org tu,lahir2 je da pndai ckp...ye ke...???
hm...no komen....
yg bestnya,aku dpt mntk chef wan signkan buku dia tu tok mama aku....ciap tulis hapy besday lg kat my mum...=)
n bila aku bg buku tu kat mama....dia ckp aku yg wat sign tu..
huhuhuhu.....malangnya aku....=p

.....ho chi min city.....

'yu free x bln 12 ni.....cik su nak ajk g vietnam'
cmtu la msj yg cik su aku anto...
wah....rasa cam nak melompat2 je time tu....
dia nak ajk aku g sne?
nmpknya...mmg sah ar title anak sedara yg plg dia syg adalah AKU....=)
so....berangkat la aku ke sane ngan cik su....
kat vietnam,cik sikah ada....
suami dia kije kat c2...
so,sal tmpt tngl,x yah riso....
1st time smpai cne...mak aih....bisingnya...
mostly kita akn nmpk motorsikal je kat ats jln raya....
bnyk plak tu...
yg plg hebt,aku tgk org bwk peti sejuk ngan moto...
so,bygkn ar cne...ishk3...
kete x bnyk...lau ada pon,skit je....
yg ada kete tu,kira org kaya la....
mana ada yg bwk kete cikai....
taxi pon guna camry,vios ngan innova...=0
yg best nya kat cni......shopping...
hari2 shopping....menghabiskan duit ciksu...
tula,sape suwoh bwk aku...hikhik
bila da kat tmpt org,tgk kesusahan dowang,aku rasa bersyukur plak dilahirkan di malaysia...
negara yg aman, harmoni, maju...
sape2 yg x b'syukur n nak tukar warganegara mmg x patut ar...
malaysia lg jauh beruntung....
i'm proud to be a malaysian...=)merdeka!!!!!

.....23/11/2008.....

23/11/2008
akhirnya...aku da berjaya grad diploma aku...
segala penat lelah selama 3 thn berakhir hr tu...
penat lelah mengerjakan viva tu semua....huhu....bad dream...=(
tp xpe la...bnd ada lepas....semoga tuhan merahmati mereka2....huhu
malas nak ingt da...
wpn keputusan aku x brape elok....
yet still i'm proud with myself...
at least aku grad on time....!!!!
dikesempatan ini....(ishk,cam skema jek...)...aku nk time kasih kat semua....
especially for my family and friends....yg da bnyk bg sokongan,semangat,bantuan semua....
jasamu ku kenang....!!!!!